Project 365: Day # 119 - Friday, January 6, 2012 "It's Now or Never"

Today was interesting but at the same time I was somewhat worried about next week. I was walking to the bathroom and I saw Mrs. Simms in the hallway and she asked me if I was still going to come up to the studio and play on the morning announcements. Now granted I've been as you would say "avoiding" Mrs. Simms every time I saw her in the hallway only because I didn't feel like I was truly ready and confident to tell her that I would perform on Titan tv in addition to the fact that she would feel somewhat "heart broken" if I told her no because she sees that I'm extremely dexterous when it comes to my music. This was when she saw me performing at a concert one time. But I do remember wanting to really play at the pep rally this year and I submitted this cool idea on the titan chronicle. I spoke to Mr. Musitpher and the best that he could do is have me arranged to possibly perform on the announcements. But that was back in November. It's now January and I still haven't told Mrs. Simms if I was really certain about doing this. Therefore when I saw her in the hallway during fourth period today, I had came up with my decision to go and do it on Monday. She also mentioned that I might as well do it then because this was going to be the last show before HSA testing which lasts for about two weeks. After I went back to my class, I felt a little bit better now that I don't have to try so hard to avoid her anymore. But once I began thinking about it even more, I started to get really nervous about it. So hopefully this weekend takes my mind off of it for a while.